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Puerto Rico Dreaming and Plans

Before we left for Puerto Rico almost a month ago already, Britton and I thought for sure we would come back with answers and a definite path. Unfortunately, we just have more questions than answers. No one at work knows what will happen after August. I’ve put my resume out there to a few places both here in Colorado and Puerto Rico but haven’t really heard back. Britton hasn’t heard too much about working remote in Puerto Rico even though I know he’d do great at that.

We are just kind of stuck. I am beginning to think maybe the larger place in Puerto Rico could work as a business/home, but we would still like a backup plan for income. If I didn’t lose my job in August and we worked for another 6-8 months we would be in better shape for that. We really just don’t know. And it’s frustrating. Because I like to move forward. I like to be busy and dream and make plans. And it is difficult when it could go any way, really. We could stay or go. We could go somewhere else. We made this video before we left, but it could just as easily be made today for all it’s helped us in our decision making process.

But I have to remember that I’ve been in this place before. It is not unusual. I didn’t know what to do after college, or after grad school, or after getting married. I worried about where my life was going. Sometimes I think you just got to keep trying but not worry so much. Things tend to work out as they should. My life has been great so far and with Britton in it, it has become even better. We balance each other. He pulls me down to earth when my head gets too lost in the clouds, and I pull him up when he is weighed down by the pressures of the “real world”. I think, and he helps to do. I think every team needs a little of both. A thinker and a doer. And a doer who occasionally does the thinking and a thinker who occasionally does the doing. A dreamer and a practical realist We are a team and I think in that way we don’t really have to worry too much. We will be just fine. Wherever this journey called life takes us.

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Tour of JBS Cattle Slaughterhouse

***WARNING*** This post contains explicit descriptions and disturbing images.

Today as part of my Leadership Weld County class, we focused on economic development in the Weld County area. The largest employer and main reason for Greeley’s existence? JBS/Swift formerly known as ConAgra meats, formerly Monfort.

JBS is huge. They employ about 2000 people (mainly blue-collar unskilled labor). The Monfort family was one of the first to start the process of confined feeding operations (feedlots) and expanded into the slaughter. In the factory model, they made the raw product and then the finished one.

The Monfort family still lives in Greeley and are very influential. There is a Monfort School of Business at the University of Northern Colorado, a Monfort Family Clinic, birthing center, school, children’s clinic and many other areas with their name affixed. A local steakhouse is named after one of the early Monforts (Kenny’s). It was only fitting for us to visit JBS to see the economic and other impact on our community.

Our tour guide just happened to be an old family friend who has worked at Monfort/ConAgra/Swift/JBS for about 30 years! It was nice seeing him again and brought up all sorts of memories of my parents hanging out with them, playing softball and spending time together. It’s amazing he has worked there that long! I do not think I could last one day there. But it does show how the people in my community -my friends! rely on this to make a living (or is it a killing?!)

We went from “clean to dirty” as he put it, or the opposite of production. First we had to get all geared up with steel-toed boots, gators, hair nets (and beard nets for the boys), goggles, helmets, ear plugs, gloves and lab coats. Then we saw the packaging of the T-Bones, hamburger, ribeyes, trimming and all the other cuts. There were hundreds of people just hacking into the parts and sawing them in half and other not-so-fun jobs. Next we went to the carcass area where they were all cold and sliced directly in half vertically. I didn’t bring my camera in, but we did get one “group photo” in front of thousands of carcasses. Generally you take photos in front of something beautiful or visually stunning. This was stunning all right, but in a morbidly strange way. What do you think?


Can you find me? (Hint: I am short) Can you count how many dead cows? (Hint: They are more cows than people in this pic)

Next we went to the “Hot” area. It was very hot and pretty stinky. Every time we passed a doorway there was this sudsy soapy stuff we walked through -I am guessing to decrease tracking in stuff. This was the area immediately after the kill floor. We had to run between the huge swinging carcasses.  Luckily, I didn’t actually see a kill because I don’t think I could have stood to see one after another after another. They said they go through about 5,000 to 6,000 cows every DAY! Holy cow! That’s about 2,000,0000 (Two Million!) cows every year! Each 5,000 cows make about 30,000 boxes of 60 lbs of beef. We also learned that their primary customers are McDonald’s, Burger King, Carl’s Jr and other fast food places, Sam’s, Costco and all the major big box grocery stores.

We did learn about how they killed them and saw the immediate after effects. First they use a knocker (like in the movie No Country for Old Men) to render them unconscious but not dead. They need the heart to continue pumping to get all the blood out, which is accomplished by slicing their neck. I watched cow after cow bleed out right in front of me. This, is the mental picture I cannot erase from my head. They tie up the cows by their back legs so the blood can drain out. Their tongues are wagging out and their eyes are open and scary looking. This is my mental image that I made into a drawing:


Disturbing! huh!?

I have to say that while it wasn’t pleasant (at all) I am still glad I went through and saw this. This is the backbone of our community (for better or for worse). I also know why I don’t eat much meat -especially red meat. We didn’t get a chance to see all the feedlots, but Britton and I have flown over them in a small private plane and they go on for miles and miles. Nothing but cows standing in “manure” to put it nicely. Not munching on grass or resting on pasture. Standing knee deep in crap two feet from the next cow that just crapped all over the other one.

And it’s not that I don’t eat meat at all. I am not a vegetarian, but I do try to limit the amount I eat, in order to lessen the demand for such entities like this. I try to support small-scale enterprises and eat pastured meat (and eggs, obviously). I understand economies of scale, but why do we humans try to make factories out of everything? Even living beings like these cows we measure by how many we can cram into a cardboard box.

Plus feedlots emit more greenhouse gases than cars, they introduce antibiotics into our bodies (because they have to give them to the cows or they would be too sick) creating a perfect petri dish for super-bugs, and are given hormones (to fatten them up faster than is normal) that ultimately affect our hormones. And while E. Coli is a naturally occurring bacteria, all the antibiotics and exposure to other sick cows from eating grain-based diets instead of grass creates super-E.Coli in huge amounts which are much more dangerous to people than the regular variety. These huge factories also condense all the waste and pollution into one place and make our backyard literally stink. It’s way worse than our 4 chickens every could possibly stink. Which makes me laugh that we would think a few backyard chickens are the bane of Greeley instead of the huge elephant -er- cow in the room.

So overall, I’d say I feel like this was something I had to see in order to be better educated personally, but now I am further committed to a limited-meat diet and want to give more support for those few independent and sustainable small-scale farmers and ranchers out there trying to compete with these huge factories. And another reminder -go see Food, Inc! It’s a primer on all this stuff, if this is news to you.

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Agriculture and Natural Resources in Weld County

Today as part of my Leadership Weld County class we learned about the agriculture and natural resources in Weld County.

The day started with a professional impersonator of Warren Monfort, the trailblazer of our community who started the “pen-feeding” of cattle that has now become the norm. He talked about how he got interested in doing it and the millions and millions of dollars that were made in this business. He barely skimmed the surface of the problems that it caused (causes), but it was still quite a fascinating story of determination. We also learned about Greeley’s role in water rights in all of Colorado and what we will need to do to hold all the water in the future (possible reservoir projects on the horizon).

From these two discussions, I put together something that no one really addressed. They talked about the fact that feeding cattle requires a lot of corn and silage and how corn is a very water intensive crop. Then, the next speaker talked about our lack of water on these dryland plains. It seemed rather strange that here we have a species of animal (actually buffaloes roamed freely here for a long time too) that loves to roam around and eat dryland grasses but yet we decided to create at least two problems where there was one perfect solution (no need to water, and the cows would pasture and stay healthier).

After these presentations we went to a dairy farm called Cozy Cow Dairy in Windsor. It was so sweet. You could tell that the woman who gave the presentation really loved her cows. She even painted a mural of them in the tour room! After we saw a milking demonstration we tasted their milk which is a mixture of Holstein and Jersey milk and some cheese curds. While it is not an organic dairy, they do not use bovine hormones and they limit antibiotics. I thought everything they had was excellent!

 

The next stop was at an oil rig. I have never been to an oil rig before. It was noisy and windy and dirty, and I don’t think I could ever work there, but it was pretty interesting how they do it all. We even had to wear hard hats like real workers!


Me and Jamie at the oil rig

Next up was very close to my heart of course because of my own chickens. We toured Morning Fresh Eggs in Platteville. They are a producer of Eggland’s Best Eggs, if you’ve ever seen those commercials. The factory was very clean at least in the part that we were allowed to see, and they had a lot of reasons why factory farming of eggs is great. I, as you could probably surmise, completely disagree, and this is in fact one of the reasons we got our own backyard hens.

But it was still interesting to see what it would take to raise over 1.6 million chickens indoors…again, what a waste because here is an animal that loves to peck around, play outside, take dust baths and roost at night. Instead we have turned them into nothing more than production units that get to live to 104 weeks (2 years). Reminds me a little of the Matrix. Let me say it again so you can wrap your mind around this: One and a half million chickens…holy cow (or chicken) that’s larger than Denver if that were people! And they said that each person on average eats about 5 eggs a week in both whole egg form or in cakes, ice creams, and other products. That would be about what one happy hen in your backyard could produce for you! Why do we feel like we have to make factories out of everything?! Even the easiest, best solutions turn into problems when we try to force living things into factory mass production systems.

Just check out the sheer number of eggs in this video I took:

We also got to talk with a local farmer about his vegetable farming experience. Overall, the whole day was quite fascinating and probably the most important to learn about in terms of Weld County’s heritage. I was certainly happy to get home to find three healthy speckled and not so standardized eggs in the girls’ nesting box. It helped confirm for me all the reasons we garden and raise chickens and in general utilize our own natural (human) resources as much as possible.

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Our Backyard on the Front Page: A Strange Life


This picture was on the front page. Kitty and the Hens.  🙂

Britton and I have been thinking that life is like that Talking Heads song, Once in a Lifetime. “You may ask yourself, well, how did I get here?” Sometimes Britton and I just look at each other and smile knowing that life is but a dream. You never know how one moment will lead to another. Yesterday, for instance, our cat and chickens were on the front page of the news.

 

It is sad, really how the whole chicken debate turned out. Mostly for people who will continue to live here and try to make this city a better place. I have tried, and believe me, it can be done, but it is HARD work. It is underappreciated work.

But Britton and I are ready to move on both literally and figuratively. We booked our next trip to Puerto Rico in mid-March! We are going to find a house! We are super excited. I can’t wait for the next moment when I look up and ask myself, “how did I get here?”, and then I’ll remember; what a strange life it is going gently down this stream.  

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